A Heavy Heart

I can honestly say that I have only had my heart broken one time. It was a long enough time ago that I have forgotten how bad it hurts until I was reminded today. Having a heavy heart is a common saying but I learned today that it is also a feeling. My heart feels so heavy today. Today I got some news that has completely devastated me. I knew there was something wrong. I should have listened to myself and trusted myself. It would have saved me fourteen months of being let down.

I know that I have been completely open about what is going on with our journey to expand our family but for some reason I am feeling very reclusive right now. Please just send up a prayer for me during this time.